I now have 3 dark days of June as of 2020😞
The first day being today June 1st.
It's been 23 years since I lost my mother. I go back and think about what could have been done differently. If the doctors would have seen it for what it was and not what they thought it was. I also think about the times I gave her a hard time (especially as a teenager) and wish I could take every single one back. One of my fondest memories is the day she called into the radio (98 PXY the station she listened to most) and was actually on the air answering a trivia question. She was a whiz at trivia. She was super excited that she actually got through and I was equally excited that I was hearing my mother's voice on air. Listening to the radio together was something we used to do and something I missed when it didn't happen as I grew older. I think about her love for children. Thinking about how she would love to be able to love and care for her grandchildren. She loved to take care of babies especially. You could ask her just about anything having to do with her family and she would be able to tell you what you needed to know. I get my love of people from her and I'm grateful for that. I miss her!😥
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